1. |
Never Permanent (Intro)
00:31
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2. |
Never Permanent
03:44
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All these falling down
Why can’t you see me?
All these falling down
Am I in disguise
All these falling down
Why can’t I be seen?
All these falling down
Must be in disguise
Deceit runs deep in these cold streets
I’m facing demons,
Every demon that I meet
Tries to wipe me out but I will plant these feet
Firmly against the ground
And keep my head above the clouds
I’m waterboarded by the flood of existing extortions
Feeling nauseous from the list of exhausted precautions
That simply do not work
That try to keep me down
When it all it really does is brings up answers to be found
Malfunctioning
There are times where I find myself struggling
Malfunctioning
Like when the bad vibes are constantly summoning
Me into a tornado that doesn’t ever want to let me go
Nothing's permanent
This feeling's never permanent
Got to stay on board and glide through the turbulence
Nothing's permanent
This feeling's never permanent
Got to stay on board and glide through the turbulence
All these falling down
Why can’t you see me?
All these falling down
Am I in disguise
All these falling down
Why can’t I be seen?
All these falling down
Must be in disguise
I’ve got to come to terms with this
Mistakes are made and it’s me I need to learn to forgive
Self inflicted hardships that I need to resist
Before my mind slips
Perfection does not exist
Nothing's permanent
This feeling's never permanent
Nothing's permanent
This feeling's never permanent
Malfunctioning
there are times where I find myself struggling
Malfunctioning
Like when the
bad vibes are constantly summoning
Malfunctioning
Malfunctioning
Malfunctioning
Malfunctioning
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It’s hard to resist when the tables have shifted
I’m lifting my spirits to kick it up a notch
Start to reveal, as we start to appeal
Every part that was sealed and I give it all I’ve got
The art of persistence starts ticking my wish list
But business is business so while the iron's hot
Strike out with the plot
The shields has been dropped
I lay out the lot
Line up to take my shot
Communication from the lower lip
Trying to resist, coz I was raised to be a gentleman
Developing a nervous twitch
A feeling in my stomach with every expression that you give
Intentions are all out
This tension knocks about
The ice has been shattered
Displaying all of your actions like daylight
Something is tightening
It's striking like lightning
No clue what it might be
But I'll embrace it all
This light in these eyes
Staring back into mine
Like part of the design
Of this evening's assignment
Fuck it, Let’s take the risk
(Let’s take the risk)
No more metaphors let’s get down to business
Get down to business
(Get down to business)
Fuck it, let’s take the risk
(Let’s take the risk)
No more metaphors let’s get down to business
Get down to business
(Get down to business)
Communication from the lower lip
Trying to resist, I was raised to be a gentleman.
Developing a nervous twitch
A feeling in my stomach with every expression that you give
Intentions are all out
This tension knocks about
The ice has been shattered
Displaying all of your actions like daylight
Displaying all of your actions like daylight
Displaying all of your actions like daylight
Fuck it, let’s take the risk
(Let’s take the risk)
No more metaphors let’s get down to business
Get down to business
(Get down to business)
Fuck it, let’s take the risk
(Let’s take the risk)
No more metaphors let’s get down to business
Get down to business
(Get down to business)
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There are days when I feel like me
And there are days when I feel like I am lost at sea
Where hope is all I breathe
Where hope is all I need
There are days when I feel like me
And there are days when I feel like I am lost at sea
Where hope is all I breathe
Where hope is all I need
Feeling alone in a room full of people
Feeling hopeless in a world that feels evil
Only seeing the bad in all that's left
With belief that I will never catch my breath but yet I'm
Holding hope that these darker days will brighten up
Holding hope when it seems like all else has turned to dust
Needing reassurance from time to time
Or I'll recline deep into the aftermath of my mind
Please tell me everything will be alright
Please tell me it will all be ok in the end
I've started at the beginning too many times
I just need to focus on the next time that feels right
Please tell me everything will be alright
Please tell me it will all be ok in the end
I'm holding out for the day that I wake
Not latched to every mistake that I have ever made
It's like the steering been dismantled
And this vehicle runs its own course
Dragged through hell, but you never could tell,
Cuz it's suppressed down with full force
Terrible at communicating
But I will change that citation
I don't need medication, man, this music's therapy
Feel humiliated but it all adds to life's legacy
Like a diesel engine keeps chugging
Like an athlete keeps on running
Like a hummingbird keeps humming
I need a promise that the good times are coming
Every scar that I've gained is mine
Every lesson that I've learnt will stick in my mind
There are days when I feel like me
And there are days when I feel like I am lost at sea
Where hope is all I breathe
Where hope is all I need
There are days when I feel like me
And there are days when I feel like I am lost at sea
Where hope is all I breathe
Where hope is all I need
Please tell me everything will be alright
Please tell me it will all be ok in the end
I've started at the beginning too many times
I just need to focus on the next time that feels right
Please tell me everything will be alright
please tell me it will all be ok in the end
I'm holding out for the day I wake
Not latched to every mistake that I have ever made
There are days when I feel like me
And there are days when I feel like I am lost at sea
Where hope is all I breathe
When hope is all I need
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5. |
Internal Antagonist
03:43
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Breathing all the lies
As they comfort me
Think what you want
Take what you can
Burn every bridge around down but know I’ll still stand
Burning down the sky not enough for me
Don’t waste your breath
There’s no patience left
When destruction is all you seek, I’ll still sink in these teeth
Abolish all your knowledge on the subject
You’ve worked hard but you’re still the suspect
I’ve never believed in it
I still can’t see the reason behind it
Treason is setting sail and
Mentally I’m prepared to fail
Bombarded by insights not earned right
Discarded as fortune in daylight
You don’t belong
The inside is telling me
You don’t belong
The visions developing
Its like it’s staring at me in the face
I can’t compete with this
I. Am. Just. An. Imposter.
I. Am. Just. An. Imposter.
Breathing all the lies
As they comfort me
Think what you want
Take what you can
Burn every bridge around down but know I’ll still stand
Burning down the sky not enough for me
Don’t waste your breath
There’s no patience left
When destruction is all you seek, I’ll still sink in these teeth
Imposter
Imposter
Imposter
I’m just an imposter
(I’ll still sink in these teeth)
(I’m just an imposter)
(I’ll still sink in these teeth)
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"Dunno mate, it just seems like it's all getting a bit too serious for me. That's my opinion on it."
"Dude, like... can you define 'serious'?"
"Well, you know, we're always on stage with the, ah 'God's bad' and all this and that... what's the humor? I mean, I've got fixer up by the way, of course I'm coming to you with solutions. I'm thinking, like, we've gotta use a sample. And the one I've got in mind is guy who gets all up in his wife's face like 'AH NYEH-NYEH-NYEH, NYEH-NYEH-NYEH'. You must know that one."
"The fuck? No idea."
"Aw, mate, you're breakin' my balls here. It's all like 'they came bounding over...'"
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It's attempting to take over me
There's no discretion, aggression is all it wants to seek
Another lesson with answers to questions I don't fucking need
Feels like I am living in a fever dream
I don't feel like me
There's a presence that does not speak
Lives inside of me rent-free
And it's attempting to take over me
I think there's something in the water
I think there's something in the water
(I can't let you win)
(I can't let you win)
Feels like I'm going insane
Can it change what's embedded in my DNA?
This possession is not something I can lock away
Can't pretend that I'm A-OK
Lives inside of me rent-free
And it's attempting to take over me
I think there's something in the water
I think there's something in the water
I think there's something in the water
I think there's something in the water
Can't let you win, no I can't
Can't let you win, no I can't
Can't let you win, no I can't
Can't let you win, no I can't
I wanna feel normal again
A personal vendetta kept inside of a dead end
Cycle of repent paying dividend
Actions I can't defend
Acts I can't pretend not to be
Lurking around the corner with an alternative end in their mind
Get out of sight
These results are no longer defined
I think there's something in the water
Can't let you win, no I can't
Can't let you win, no I can't
("And I just made it into the front door in time")
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8. |
Frequencies
03:30
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It’s the same recycled stories
And you wonder why I’m always fucking yawning
Snoring, I’m so bored I’m ignoring
Everything that is said until you start exploring
Your own opinion, none of this is your wisdom
Trying to pass this as your business, we’ll you’ve been caught out, this has gone on for too long now
King of the bullshit, you’ve earned this, take your crown
These Frequencies are all in (all in bits)
And they care not what the rest think
These theories are now extinct
Opinions are written by an algorithm
Think it’s really your decision? Well here comes bad news
What you really want has been laid out to you
And what you think you think has been laid out too
Mapped out, based on all of your previous views
With devious misuse of tedious issues
Immediate abuse that can confuse the accused
And lose in the land of the likes, and the loved, and the used
These Frequencies are all in (all in bits)
And they care not what the rest think
These theories are now extinct
Don’t have the patience so I’m breaking it apart
Take it back to foundations
Escaping the plagues displayed on all stations
Faking a name misplaced as creation
A blatant disguise,
All bullshit, no compromise
Underneath these blackened skies
Authorized to hypnotize
But a breach was never advertised
Was it all lies or just the truth just misaligned
Because in my eyes something seems funny
And I’m not the kind of person to consider lucky
Because in my eyes something seems funny
I think I know what it is
These Frequencies are all in bits (all in bits)
And they care not what the rest think
These theories are now extinct
These Frequencies are all in bits (all in bits)
And they care not what the rest think
These theories are now extinct
All in bits
All in bits
These theories are now extinct
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9. |
Punishment Instructions
03:28
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Raise your fingers up
Stop
Throw down
Raise your fingers up
Stop
Throw down
Raise your fingers up
They’re could be anything playing on that TV
And yet I’m still here trapped inside my memories
Staring at the screen but nothing's going in
Instead, it’s festering
Count down the clock as I’m counting my sins
Take me apart as far as I go
Take all that’s known and discard beyond this ozone
Take this cadaver and blather it to the masses
Gather up the ashes and scatter like nothing fucking matters
Falling for your punishment instructions no more
I can’t go on like this
I refuse to
I can’t go on like this
It’s always bad news
I can’t go on like this
I refuse to
Time to raise these fingers up and start shouting
Fuck you
Stop
Throw down
Raise your fingers up
Stop
Throw down
Raise your fingers up
Stop
Throw down
Raise your fingers up
I can’t sit back and wait for the track to elapse
I say facts that counteract the attacks and it smacks
Into your false truth, acts that always fall through
Answers to your questions seem to keep us in the same loop of shame use
I can’t go on like this
I can’t go on like this
I’m growing sick of this
Man it’s so goddamn ridiculous
Never inconspicuous
No delivered particulars
Common sense was never considered in your curriculum
I can’t go on like this
I refuse to
I can’t go on like this
It’s always bad news
I can’t go on like this
I refuse to
Time to raise these fingers up and start shouting
Fuck you
Stop
Throw down
Raise your fingers up
Stop
Throw down
Raise your fingers up
Stop
Throw down
Raise your fingers up
Throw down
Raise your fingers up
Throw down
Raise your fingers up
Throw down
Raise your fingers up
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10. |
Dioxide
03:31
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All of the problems that I’m running from
Short of breath like I’m running a marathon
Attacks my body like a pathogen
It’s happening, the challengers
They always seem to battle on
Think it’s taking the biscuit
But are you willing to risk this?
Some argue that’s a bit hypocritical
But the piss has been taken, the swing's been missed
Is this what is implied?
Living as a dioxide
Let the feelings apply
The mind has been weaponized
Betrayed for the last time
Is this what is implied?
Living as a dioxide
Let these feelings apply
The mind has been weaponized
Betrayed for the last time
Betrayed for the last time
Is this what is implied?
Living as a dioxide
Let the feelings apply
The mind has been weaponized
Betrayed for the last time
Betrayed for the last time
All of the problems that I’m running from
Short of breath like I’m running a marathon
Attacks my body like a pathogen
It’s happening, the challengers
They always seem to battle on
Think it’s taking the biscuit
But are you willing to risk this?
Some argue that’s a bit hypocritical
But the piss has been taken, the swing's been missed
Betrayed for the last time
The mind has been weaponized
Is this what is implied?
Living as a dioxide
Let the feelings apply
The mind has been weaponized
The mind has been weaponized
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11. |
Reason To Breathe
03:43
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Years, I’ve walked without a purpose, no meaning, times I felt so worthless
Everyday just a cloud in my brain, no chance to escape, and all reasons to break
I needed to take all this hate out
I needed to break the mundane, find a way out
The moment I feared was my ticket out
And sure, I had my fears yeah, I had my doubts
Coz I felt like there was no emotion in me
I fight feeling anything to keep seeking a dream
A meaning, a purpose
I felt like existing was even a burden
Anger so hot man it burns like a furnace
An anchor that’s sunk and will not ever reach the surface again
Picture perfect the meaning that I wanted to seek
Them few minutes in that room alone felt like a week
Little lady
You can’t even talk yet and it's amazed me
How much you’ve changed me
And I still have some dark days, but just knowing you exist makes the clouds separate
I can’t promise life will be easy
But Evie I’m here whenever you need me
I can’t promise life will be easy
But I will be here anytime that you need me
Trust in me
When the light turns into grey
You are my reason to breathe
And some day you’ll see
You're the best part of me
Trust in me
When the light turns into grey
You are my reason to breathe
And some day you’ll see
You're the best part of me
You are my reason to breathe
But little lady
You possessed like a spirit and inside I grew
You were here minutes, I already knew
That I needed to make a promise to you
Now months have passed now, and you’ve changed too
You’re learning to laugh
You're starting to stand
You stick your tongue out a lot, man, and it’s mad
But I can’t wait for the day that you call me dad
If you’re ever feeling blue
Just know that I’m always here for you
If there’s ever anything you want to say
And I’m not with you I’m just a phone call away
You are the star in the sky that guides me through the night
You have completed my life
You’ve made a feeling ignite
I promised to always protect you
And that’s what I’m going to do
No matter what you’re going through
Coz I’m always here for you
I need you to be brave little one
On the days where it rains just know that I’m here
Trust in me
When the light turns into grey
You are my reason to breathe
And some day you’ll see
You're the best part of me
Trust in me
When the light turns into grey
You are my reason to breathe
And some day you’ll see
You're the best part of me
You are my reason to breathe
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12. |
Stars
04:00
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Stars light up the sky
Only when you, open your eyes
It can be rough, but we're tough enough to continue on
You can look up at what’s around all of us till dawn
I took that feeling you give me that proves I’m not alone
Whether that’s inside my head or where others roam
Just know you are not alone
We’re in this together
You are not alone
On this rock that we call a home
You are not alone
There’s still hope here for us all
I now see far beyond these scars
They will always exist just like the stars above
I let the light in to clear out all of the dark
Time to let happiness into my heart
I now see far beyond these scars
They will always exist just like the stars above
I let the light in to clear out all of the dark
Time to let happiness into my heart
You are not alone
On this rock that we call a home
You are not alone
There’s still hope here for us all
Stars light up the sky
Only when you, open your eyes
Stars light up the sky
Only when you, open your eyes
I now see far beyond these scars
They will always exist just like the stars above
I let the light in to clear out all of the dark
Time to let happiness into my heart
I now see far beyond these scars
They will always exist just like the stars above
I let the light in to clear out all of the dark
Time to let happiness into my heart
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Seething Akira Portsmouth, UK
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