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Nozomi

by Seething Akira

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All these falling down Why can’t you see me? All these falling down Am I in disguise All these falling down Why can’t I be seen? All these falling down Must be in disguise Deceit runs deep in these cold streets I’m facing demons, Every demon that I meet Tries to wipe me out but I will plant these feet Firmly against the ground And keep my head above the clouds I’m waterboarded by the flood of existing extortions Feeling nauseous from the list of exhausted precautions That simply do not work That try to keep me down When it all it really does is brings up answers to be found Malfunctioning There are times where I find myself struggling Malfunctioning Like when the bad vibes are constantly summoning Me into a tornado that doesn’t ever want to let me go Nothing's permanent This feeling's never permanent Got to stay on board and glide through the turbulence Nothing's permanent This feeling's never permanent Got to stay on board and glide through the turbulence All these falling down Why can’t you see me? All these falling down Am I in disguise All these falling down Why can’t I be seen? All these falling down Must be in disguise I’ve got to come to terms with this Mistakes are made and it’s me I need to learn to forgive Self inflicted hardships that I need to resist Before my mind slips Perfection does not exist Nothing's permanent This feeling's never permanent Nothing's permanent This feeling's never permanent Malfunctioning there are times where I find myself struggling Malfunctioning Like when the bad vibes are constantly summoning Malfunctioning Malfunctioning Malfunctioning Malfunctioning
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It’s hard to resist when the tables have shifted I’m lifting my spirits to kick it up a notch Start to reveal, as we start to appeal Every part that was sealed and I give it all I’ve got The art of persistence starts ticking my wish list But business is business so while the iron's hot Strike out with the plot The shields has been dropped I lay out the lot Line up to take my shot Communication from the lower lip Trying to resist, coz I was raised to be a gentleman Developing a nervous twitch A feeling in my stomach with every expression that you give Intentions are all out This tension knocks about The ice has been shattered Displaying all of your actions like daylight Something is tightening It's striking like lightning No clue what it might be But I'll embrace it all This light in these eyes Staring back into mine Like part of the design Of this evening's assignment Fuck it, Let’s take the risk (Let’s take the risk) No more metaphors let’s get down to business Get down to business (Get down to business) Fuck it, let’s take the risk (Let’s take the risk) No more metaphors let’s get down to business Get down to business (Get down to business) Communication from the lower lip Trying to resist, I was raised to be a gentleman. Developing a nervous twitch A feeling in my stomach with every expression that you give Intentions are all out This tension knocks about The ice has been shattered Displaying all of your actions like daylight Displaying all of your actions like daylight Displaying all of your actions like daylight Fuck it, let’s take the risk (Let’s take the risk) No more metaphors let’s get down to business Get down to business (Get down to business) Fuck it, let’s take the risk (Let’s take the risk) No more metaphors let’s get down to business Get down to business (Get down to business)
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There are days when I feel like me And there are days when I feel like I am lost at sea Where hope is all I breathe Where hope is all I need There are days when I feel like me And there are days when I feel like I am lost at sea Where hope is all I breathe Where hope is all I need Feeling alone in a room full of people Feeling hopeless in a world that feels evil Only seeing the bad in all that's left With belief that I will never catch my breath but yet I'm Holding hope that these darker days will brighten up Holding hope when it seems like all else has turned to dust Needing reassurance from time to time Or I'll recline deep into the aftermath of my mind Please tell me everything will be alright Please tell me it will all be ok in the end I've started at the beginning too many times I just need to focus on the next time that feels right Please tell me everything will be alright Please tell me it will all be ok in the end I'm holding out for the day that I wake Not latched to every mistake that I have ever made It's like the steering been dismantled And this vehicle runs its own course Dragged through hell, but you never could tell, Cuz it's suppressed down with full force Terrible at communicating But I will change that citation I don't need medication, man, this music's therapy Feel humiliated but it all adds to life's legacy Like a diesel engine keeps chugging Like an athlete keeps on running Like a hummingbird keeps humming I need a promise that the good times are coming Every scar that I've gained is mine Every lesson that I've learnt will stick in my mind There are days when I feel like me And there are days when I feel like I am lost at sea Where hope is all I breathe Where hope is all I need There are days when I feel like me And there are days when I feel like I am lost at sea Where hope is all I breathe Where hope is all I need Please tell me everything will be alright Please tell me it will all be ok in the end I've started at the beginning too many times I just need to focus on the next time that feels right Please tell me everything will be alright please tell me it will all be ok in the end I'm holding out for the day I wake Not latched to every mistake that I have ever made There are days when I feel like me And there are days when I feel like I am lost at sea Where hope is all I breathe When hope is all I need
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Breathing all the lies As they comfort me Think what you want Take what you can Burn every bridge around down but know I’ll still stand Burning down the sky not enough for me Don’t waste your breath There’s no patience left When destruction is all you seek, I’ll still sink in these teeth Abolish all your knowledge on the subject You’ve worked hard but you’re still the suspect I’ve never believed in it I still can’t see the reason behind it Treason is setting sail and Mentally I’m prepared to fail Bombarded by insights not earned right Discarded as fortune in daylight You don’t belong The inside is telling me You don’t belong The visions developing Its like it’s staring at me in the face I can’t compete with this I. Am. Just. An. Imposter. I. Am. Just. An. Imposter. Breathing all the lies As they comfort me Think what you want Take what you can Burn every bridge around down but know I’ll still stand Burning down the sky not enough for me Don’t waste your breath There’s no patience left When destruction is all you seek, I’ll still sink in these teeth Imposter Imposter Imposter I’m just an imposter (I’ll still sink in these teeth) (I’m just an imposter) (I’ll still sink in these teeth)
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"Dunno mate, it just seems like it's all getting a bit too serious for me. That's my opinion on it." "Dude, like... can you define 'serious'?" "Well, you know, we're always on stage with the, ah 'God's bad' and all this and that... what's the humor? I mean, I've got fixer up by the way, of course I'm coming to you with solutions. I'm thinking, like, we've gotta use a sample. And the one I've got in mind is guy who gets all up in his wife's face like 'AH NYEH-NYEH-NYEH, NYEH-NYEH-NYEH'. You must know that one." "The fuck? No idea." "Aw, mate, you're breakin' my balls here. It's all like 'they came bounding over...'"
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It's attempting to take over me There's no discretion, aggression is all it wants to seek Another lesson with answers to questions I don't fucking need Feels like I am living in a fever dream I don't feel like me There's a presence that does not speak Lives inside of me rent-free And it's attempting to take over me I think there's something in the water I think there's something in the water (I can't let you win) (I can't let you win) Feels like I'm going insane Can it change what's embedded in my DNA? This possession is not something I can lock away Can't pretend that I'm A-OK Lives inside of me rent-free And it's attempting to take over me I think there's something in the water I think there's something in the water I think there's something in the water I think there's something in the water Can't let you win, no I can't Can't let you win, no I can't Can't let you win, no I can't Can't let you win, no I can't I wanna feel normal again A personal vendetta kept inside of a dead end Cycle of repent paying dividend Actions I can't defend Acts I can't pretend not to be Lurking around the corner with an alternative end in their mind Get out of sight These results are no longer defined I think there's something in the water Can't let you win, no I can't Can't let you win, no I can't ("And I just made it into the front door in time")
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Frequencies 03:30
It’s the same recycled stories And you wonder why I’m always fucking yawning Snoring, I’m so bored I’m ignoring Everything that is said until you start exploring Your own opinion, none of this is your wisdom Trying to pass this as your business, we’ll you’ve been caught out, this has gone on for too long now King of the bullshit, you’ve earned this, take your crown These Frequencies are all in (all in bits) And they care not what the rest think These theories are now extinct Opinions are written by an algorithm Think it’s really your decision? Well here comes bad news What you really want has been laid out to you And what you think you think has been laid out too Mapped out, based on all of your previous views With devious misuse of tedious issues Immediate abuse that can confuse the accused And lose in the land of the likes, and the loved, and the used These Frequencies are all in (all in bits) And they care not what the rest think These theories are now extinct Don’t have the patience so I’m breaking it apart Take it back to foundations Escaping the plagues displayed on all stations Faking a name misplaced as creation A blatant disguise, All bullshit, no compromise Underneath these blackened skies Authorized to hypnotize But a breach was never advertised Was it all lies or just the truth just misaligned Because in my eyes something seems funny And I’m not the kind of person to consider lucky Because in my eyes something seems funny I think I know what it is These Frequencies are all in bits (all in bits) And they care not what the rest think These theories are now extinct These Frequencies are all in bits (all in bits) And they care not what the rest think These theories are now extinct All in bits All in bits These theories are now extinct
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Raise your fingers up Stop Throw down Raise your fingers up Stop Throw down Raise your fingers up They’re could be anything playing on that TV And yet I’m still here trapped inside my memories Staring at the screen but nothing's going in Instead, it’s festering Count down the clock as I’m counting my sins Take me apart as far as I go Take all that’s known and discard beyond this ozone Take this cadaver and blather it to the masses Gather up the ashes and scatter like nothing fucking matters Falling for your punishment instructions no more I can’t go on like this I refuse to I can’t go on like this It’s always bad news I can’t go on like this I refuse to Time to raise these fingers up and start shouting Fuck you Stop Throw down Raise your fingers up Stop Throw down Raise your fingers up Stop Throw down Raise your fingers up I can’t sit back and wait for the track to elapse I say facts that counteract the attacks and it smacks Into your false truth, acts that always fall through Answers to your questions seem to keep us in the same loop of shame use I can’t go on like this I can’t go on like this I’m growing sick of this Man it’s so goddamn ridiculous Never inconspicuous No delivered particulars Common sense was never considered in your curriculum I can’t go on like this I refuse to I can’t go on like this It’s always bad news I can’t go on like this I refuse to Time to raise these fingers up and start shouting Fuck you Stop Throw down Raise your fingers up Stop Throw down Raise your fingers up Stop Throw down Raise your fingers up Throw down Raise your fingers up Throw down Raise your fingers up Throw down Raise your fingers up
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Dioxide 03:31
All of the problems that I’m running from Short of breath like I’m running a marathon Attacks my body like a pathogen It’s happening, the challengers They always seem to battle on Think it’s taking the biscuit But are you willing to risk this? Some argue that’s a bit hypocritical But the piss has been taken, the swing's been missed Is this what is implied? Living as a dioxide Let the feelings apply The mind has been weaponized Betrayed for the last time Is this what is implied? Living as a dioxide Let these feelings apply The mind has been weaponized Betrayed for the last time Betrayed for the last time Is this what is implied? Living as a dioxide Let the feelings apply The mind has been weaponized Betrayed for the last time Betrayed for the last time All of the problems that I’m running from Short of breath like I’m running a marathon Attacks my body like a pathogen It’s happening, the challengers They always seem to battle on Think it’s taking the biscuit But are you willing to risk this? Some argue that’s a bit hypocritical But the piss has been taken, the swing's been missed Betrayed for the last time The mind has been weaponized Is this what is implied? Living as a dioxide Let the feelings apply The mind has been weaponized The mind has been weaponized
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Years, I’ve walked without a purpose, no meaning, times I felt so worthless Everyday just a cloud in my brain, no chance to escape, and all reasons to break I needed to take all this hate out I needed to break the mundane, find a way out The moment I feared was my ticket out And sure, I had my fears yeah, I had my doubts Coz I felt like there was no emotion in me I fight feeling anything to keep seeking a dream A meaning, a purpose I felt like existing was even a burden Anger so hot man it burns like a furnace An anchor that’s sunk and will not ever reach the surface again Picture perfect the meaning that I wanted to seek Them few minutes in that room alone felt like a week Little lady You can’t even talk yet and it's amazed me How much you’ve changed me And I still have some dark days, but just knowing you exist makes the clouds separate I can’t promise life will be easy But Evie I’m here whenever you need me I can’t promise life will be easy But I will be here anytime that you need me Trust in me When the light turns into grey You are my reason to breathe And some day you’ll see You're the best part of me Trust in me When the light turns into grey You are my reason to breathe And some day you’ll see You're the best part of me You are my reason to breathe But little lady You possessed like a spirit and inside I grew You were here minutes, I already knew That I needed to make a promise to you Now months have passed now, and you’ve changed too You’re learning to laugh You're starting to stand You stick your tongue out a lot, man, and it’s mad But I can’t wait for the day that you call me dad If you’re ever feeling blue Just know that I’m always here for you If there’s ever anything you want to say And I’m not with you I’m just a phone call away You are the star in the sky that guides me through the night You have completed my life You’ve made a feeling ignite I promised to always protect you And that’s what I’m going to do No matter what you’re going through Coz I’m always here for you I need you to be brave little one On the days where it rains just know that I’m here Trust in me When the light turns into grey You are my reason to breathe And some day you’ll see You're the best part of me Trust in me When the light turns into grey You are my reason to breathe And some day you’ll see You're the best part of me You are my reason to breathe
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Stars 04:00
Stars light up the sky Only when you, open your eyes It can be rough, but we're tough enough to continue on You can look up at what’s around all of us till dawn I took that feeling you give me that proves I’m not alone Whether that’s inside my head or where others roam Just know you are not alone We’re in this together You are not alone On this rock that we call a home You are not alone There’s still hope here for us all I now see far beyond these scars They will always exist just like the stars above I let the light in to clear out all of the dark Time to let happiness into my heart I now see far beyond these scars They will always exist just like the stars above I let the light in to clear out all of the dark Time to let happiness into my heart You are not alone On this rock that we call a home You are not alone There’s still hope here for us all Stars light up the sky Only when you, open your eyes Stars light up the sky Only when you, open your eyes I now see far beyond these scars They will always exist just like the stars above I let the light in to clear out all of the dark Time to let happiness into my heart I now see far beyond these scars They will always exist just like the stars above I let the light in to clear out all of the dark Time to let happiness into my heart

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Featuring twelve supercharged tracks across a dynamic mix of metalcore, nu-metal, and hard rock soundscapes with thrashing guitars and brutal, melodic, and infectious vocal hooks, Nozomi is now available from independent electronic rock label FiXT.

From the hard-hitting track "Punishment Instructions," the nu-metal single "Internal Antagonist", the rap/rock anthem "Something In The Water," all the way to the more introspective metalcore single "Lost At Sea," the album is an intense journey through the human condition and its response to hope.

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released November 11, 2022

Written by Seething Akira
Produced and Mixed by Oz Craggs at Hidden Track Studios
Mastered by Brian Skeel
Published by FiXT Music
Cover Art by Cory Todd

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Nucore 6 piece, based in Portsmouth,UK.

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