What if no one's entitled to happiness
But it doesn’t happen
Like it is supposed to
This brain doesn’t process these thoughts in a good way,
Just filled with the shame, and regret and the blame and forget all change of the positive ways and recharge in a way that’s unhealthy and will leave me astray and I’ll deal with the pain
I am the cause of my rise and my fall and I hide from it all like a ghost
Can’t pass this feeling on to someone else
Especially not my closest so I keep this locked up to myself
Can’t rest, keep tossing and turning
It’s my name that the nightmares are calling
Can’t fall when you’re already falling
Just can’t break the broken
Stabbing in the dark trying to mask what’s going on
I can only take this for so long
Can’t fall when you’re already falling
Just can’t break the broken
Thought I had risen from the bottom, but here I go again
Depths have got my number calling me like an old friend
Relive these wretched ways
And they keep calling me over and over and over again
Can’t rest, keep tossing and turning
It’s my name that the nightmares are calling
Can’t fall when you’re already falling
Just can’t break the broken
Thought I had risen from the bottom, but here I go again
The depths have got my number calling me like an old friend
Relive the wretched ways
And the keep calling me over and over and over again
credits
from Dysfunctional Wonderland,
released September 3, 2021
Lyrics and music by Seething Akira.
Produced by Oz Craggs at Hidden Track Studios, Jan 2020
"I've watched you do unto others as you imagine they've done to you." Hell yes. I feel this in my soul. Honorable mention: The End of the World. The very last few seconds of the track gives me that tingly feeling. attheleftthere
I really dig this album. It's not quite industrial but not quite electronica. Definitely has a bit of a 90s post-grunge vibe while having an original sound. This is electronic music that a classic metalhead such as myself can thoroughly enjoy because it rocks but also has a lot of variety from song to song. dharmalogos
Texas band draft an all-killer, no-filler love letter to ’70s hard rock and metal, with surging vocals and riffs that command respect. Bandcamp New & Notable Feb 4, 2024